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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or the songs used in this Fanfic, because if I did then I would be the happiest person alive.
Before I start the story, look at what I was thinking when I started this.
I was watching Naruto the other day and I all of the sudden started thinking about what it’s like to live for something or someone and to cherish the time you have thinking about it and wondering about the future. Everyone needs something to live for, even if it’s to keep a goldfish alive. But what do we do if that reason, no matter how small it is, decides to disappear, vanish, or leave for something better. You would feel lonely, lost, unwanted. But what would you do if it didn’t leave you but became something better? If you like someone, and have for a long time, what would you do if it some how some way turned to love? What if that was the reason you lived, to gain the love of the person you care for the most? What would you do?
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Time for the story^^
‘I can’t tell him. If I do he might not feel the same way.’ The Ebony haired girl thought to herself, lying on her double queen bed with her eyes closed. The room was dark, even though it was nearly 10:00 in the morning. Her clothes were thrown around the room and shoes were scattered on odd places.
She turned onto her stomach and buried her face in her pillow. ‘I could write him a letter, but he would probably throw it away. I could always grow a back bone and tell him straight out, but I don’t have an ounce of confidence in me.’ Why couldn’t she think of a way to tell the man she loved the way she felt? It was just too hard for her.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft rapping on the door. “Oiyo! Hinata-Chan, are you coming out today?” Someone spoke through the door.
“Um, H-hai, I’ll be out in an hour. I have to take a shower and stuff.” The white-eyes heiress mumbled.
“OK, But don’t forget about the party tonight.” Her roommate said
‘A party?’ she thought ‘What par- Oh, right’
It was Naruto’s 18th birthday today and all their friends were throwing him a party. “O-oh, I won’t. I’ll see you at the party Sakura. Oh a-and could you tell Ino that I said good morning?” Came her less than excited reply
“I will, she already left but I will.” She said Hinata thought Sakura had already left when she spoke again. “Hina-Chan, please come out, you haven’t left your room for three days… I’m worried.”
Hinata rolled off her bed and walked slowly to her bedroom door, Stepping over food and clothing. As soon as Hinata opened the door Sakura gasped and nearly fainted from the smell Hinata was giving off.
Sakura stared at Hinata, mouth ajar. She hadn’t seen anyone look as depressed and dirty as Hinata did. Her hair was in a sort of birds nest piled to the top of her head, and her clothes had a colorful mixture of chocolate, ketchup, soda and rat dung. A small squeal left Sakura’s lips as two rats scurried past her feet.
“See I’m coming out.” Hinata mumbled chocolate smeared on her face which was deathly pale.
“Oh My bob, Hina-Chan what happened to you? You need to get in the shower, like, now!” Sakura said pushing Hinata toward the bathroom. Hinata sighed and walked into the bathroom.
As soon as Hinata was in the bathroom Sakura closed the door. Hinata turned the water for the shower on and waited till it warmed up. The white-eyed girl stripped her clothes and stepped into the shower.
She let the warm water wash over the top of her head and fall down her arms and back. She felt all her tensed muscles loosen and all the dirt and grim rinse away, but her troubled mind hadn’t ceased its rambling.
‘Why should I tell him how I feel anyway? If he hadn’t figured out that I love him yet what makes me think he will drop everything and race for my love?’ Hinata sighed and closed her eyes. ‘I have to stop being so negative, it will surly ruin my life. Maybe I’m not as obvious as everyone says about my feelings toward Naruto.’
She took out her lavender scented body was and washed herself, then stepped out the shower and put a fluffy pink towel around herself. She looked at the wall mirror and frowned. Her skin was still a little pail but a slight flush grazed her cheeks and her hair was at her waist. But something seemed a little bit off.
“Uh, Hinata-san, you have a visitor!” Someone shouted through the door. The White-eyes girl cracked the door open and peeked her head out.
“W-who is it TenTen-san?” She said
The brunette looked at something off in another direction then turned back to Hinata, her eyes wide. “Hinata-san, Kiba won’t leave, I told him you were in the shower but he’s getting aggressive.” TenTen said, tapping her foot nervously.
Hinata stepped out the bathroom and glared at the scene that unfolded itself in front of her. Kiba was yelling at Sakura, and Sakura was hollering back.
“Kiba, sit down and shut up. You have some nerve coming in here and disrupting the peace, I am ashamed.” Hinata said loud enough for all of Kahona (sp?) to hear. Sakura, Kiba, and TenTen stared at Hinata in shock. What happened to the shy, stuttering girl?
Hinata was as shocked as they were about what had just happened. “U-um, I-ill go get d-dressed now.” Hinata hurriedly walked down the hallway and into her bedroom.
‘What just happened?’ Hinata thought when she slammed her door shut. ‘Why did I say that to Kiba?’ ‘You didn’t say it dear, I did’
“W-who’s there?” Hinata said looking around the room franticly.
Stay tuned please and if you don’t like it, don’t continue reading. But please comment I would like it very much. ^^
(AN: ok I would like to that three people for being the best friends in the world. Fanmar, Ino, and Nena Akki. I know that sometimes you don’t want to read my stories…..ok ino never wanted to but hey she does it neway. I love you guys^^ oh and just so you know, hellz yeah I know my fanfiction is crap but you can’t blame a girl for tryin)
Ok, so i just added two of my fanfics to Fanfiction.net and one of them i compleated. The second on has two Chapters already compleated and im working on the third, that might take a while tho. I might have it up in about 2 and a half weeks, at longest. Untill then ill be working on two more fanfictions while working out the plot for another one.
Also i understand if some people think im really self-centered, because my mother says i am and she knows me better than anyone so, yeah. I am careing when i feel like it tho.
So i just came out of my low so ill probubly be a little hyper for a while. Thats also the reason my fanfic wont be up for a while because i dont write well unless im depressed. Thats why sometimes i look forword to depression.
Ok so enough about that. Im gonna give you guys a preview From the next Chapter in "Living for You"
Chapter three
The room, aside from the dim flashing of the TV, was dark. Only the girl whose life has forever been changed sat in a fluffy bathrobe on the floor of her now clean bed room.
“How can you stand the smell?”
“You get use to it”
“I don’t think I can do this”
“Some people can’t”
“Why do you do this?”
“Because the dead can’t speak for themselves”
Hinata switched off the TV and took the DVD out. ‘This is your idea of pampering yourself? Cleaning your room then sitting down and watching CSI?’ Yukito asked acidly. ‘Actually it is, I wanted to see what Naruto-kun liked about CSI, I’ve never really seen it datte, I wanted to know…..’
Here is a link to the story if you haven't already read it : http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3695075/1/Li
Here are a few summeries of my future Fanfics.
"Painted Wings"
RavenXBeastBoy Based Fanfic. A little StarxRob CyborgxRavenXBeastboy also
Action/Romance
Cyborg Is sent Something that could change the lives of all the titans. And what does his sister have to do with it? Why is Cyborg so jealous of beastboy?
"My Way of The Ninja"
Mainly NejiOC and HinaNaru. Some InoShika and TenTema
Action/Romance
Akari and Hinata Have just graduated from Ninja acadamy and are Ready For all the Drama of being a ninja...and also being Girls.
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| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
| You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. |
| Your Love Element Is Earth |
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| Your Birthdate: September 16 |
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